Wednesday, January 12, 2011

My Empty Heart


We married so young in our teens
High School sweethearts
Had a daughter a son and later three grandchildren
Our love grew strong and stronger as the thirty eight years passed
shared everything and loved being together
We were truely best friends lovers and soulmates
One day Illness came and slowly pulled you down
Doctors knowledge spoken depression followed
Lung cancer consumed nodes bones brain
Radiation burned and weakened body
No chemo to prolong were your wishes
You suffered bearing pain each day to have one more
Tears left behind the last breath
Your spirit gone long before you left my arms
Tears and tears I have cried
Gone cold holding you next to me
Nothing left but my empty heart

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(in loving memory for Bob)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Bed time Ritual!


We had just returned from our evening walk. My head felt heavy as I opened the front door. My tired aching body just wanted to crawl in bed and never get up again. Maybe stay there for the rest of my life. But I knew in the back of my mind, I would be doing this all over again tomorrow!
I knew that I had something to do first. I went through the motions like I was in a trance. Filling one bowl with water and putting her favorite ‘Cesar canine crusine with beef in meaty juices’ in the other. After doing this twice a day for the past three years; I could do it in my sleep.
I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, then stepped in the shower. The hot water soothed my body as it slowly relaxed. After five or ten minutes I stepped out and dried off. Put on my pajamas and climbed in bed. I pulled the covers over me as I lay my head down on the pillow. She was finishing the Cesar crusine in her bowl. Then she came and curled up on the bed beside me. The bed felt warm and just soft enough for my body to totally relax, we both drifted off to sleep.
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Hayle’s Golden Hair!


My first poem using.... Haiku


With Baby Shampoo
Warm rinse and wrapped in towel
And then dried with heat

Her long golden hair
Brushed to eliminate tangles
Shines like the bright sun

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My first time in a deer stand!


I was visiting a friend in Mississippi this past December 2010. He is passionate about deer hunting and goes all out for it. He is a member of a deer camp in South Mississippi. He invited me to go with him while I was visiting. I had never been to a deer camp and my imagination was piqued when he told me about it. So I decided to go on this adventure.
We pulled into the camp area early in the day. Trailers and cabins were lined up in two rolls, In a very heavy wooded area. I think there were about twenty in all. As we pulled in another pickup was leaving and we stop to chat with the man driving. He said everyone was at the camp and getting ready to go out to their stands for the day. One gentleman had already shot a deer early that morning. Lots of doe had been sighted at several feed plots that belonged to the camp. The man said he was going into town and would be right back and asked if we needed anything from town, and then he left. We pulled up to the trailer and unloaded the truck. My friend took a shower to get any scent off him and started putting on his camo gear. He told me I needed to do the same if I wanted to go to the deer stand that evening. So I showered too. He had some extra camo clothing for me to wear. So I put on camo from my head to my boots. This was my first time to wear clothing like this. So it was all new to me.
I took my camera with me and we rode the four wheeler to the area where the deer stand was that he was hunting out of for the evening. We parked and walked down a path about six hundred feet to an open area called a feed plot. The deer stand was a big box on a stand about fifteen feet off the ground. It was painted camo and had only two chairs in it. We climbed the ladder up to the small door and climbed in. I sat down into the chair and propped my feet up on a board in front of me. There were openings about eye level all around the box. The openings had burlap curtains that were camo too. I moved the one in front and to the left side of me over, so I could see out over the green feed plot area. My friend climbed in and sat in the chair beside me, and closed the small door to the deer stand or box as I call it.
We sat there quietly for a hour or two, whispering about this or that. My tummy started growling from hunger, and I was getting tired of just sitting so long. Just then we saw a turkey walking down a path toward the green feed plot, and there were more following him. We sat there watching as twelve big turkeys wobbled their way down the path to the open area in front of us. I took some pictures of these big birds and watched them for about thirty minutes eating, before they started wondering off into the woods.
It was starting to get dark when two big doe came out of the timber onto the green feed plot next. We watched them for a while and it was getting darker, we would need to use a flashlight to see how to walk back to the four wheeler if we didn’t leave soon. Just then a big buck came out of the woods to feed. Wow! "I had never seen one this big before, he was a ten point; his antlers were a big spread outside his ears. His front legs were black and his body was big." It was really exciting to see him and be this close to a big buck. My friend raised his rifle and took aim and shot the big buck. It happened so fast the buck dashed out into the woods when the shot went off. My friend was so excited he said, I got it! it's hit! Wow!
My ears were still ringing and my heart was racing, we climbed down the ladder and walked over to the spot where the deer was shot. We followed the blood trail to where the big buck lay about fifteen feet into the wooded area. My friend marked the area, and then we went to get the four wheeler so we could load the deer to take him to the camp. When we arrived at the camp other hunters had heard the shot and came to get a look at the big buck, and hear about the shooting of it.
When I think about the time, sitting and waiting, for the big buck to show up. I think It’s over rated! To sit in a box, fifteen feet in the air, over looking a green feed plot in the middle of the woods. Where you can’t talk or move for hours, well that’s just not what I imagined at all! Not something I would want to do very often.
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